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2011-06-20T19:07:00.001-07:00

"ANOTHER VAMPIRE STORY"

PLOT SUMMARY

In Los Alamos, New Mexico, the twelve year-old Owen is a lonely and outcast boy bullied in school by Kenny and two other classroom mates; at home, Owen dreams on revenging the trio of bullies. He befriends his twelve-year-old next door neighbor Abby that only appears during the night in the playground of their building. Meanwhile, Abby's father is a wanted serial-killer that drains the blood of his victims to supply Abby, who is actually an ancient vampire. Abby advises Owen to react to Kenny fighting back; however, sooner he discovers that she is a vampire and he feels fear and love for the girl. Meanwhile a police officer is investigating the murder cases believing that it is a satanic cult. Written by Claudio Carvalho, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

taken from www.imdb.com.

COMMENT

"a 'friend' of mine gave me this movie and asked me to watch it. he told me that the story is about a kid vampire who fell i love with a kid.i thought it was a cute romantic story, kids falling in love..bla..bla..bla..note: i didnt read read the synopsis! but when i started watching the movie, i started to wonder "who is the vampire..?" i thought that he was a boy but why was the boy seems nothing to do with blood sucker and all that? =.=" then came the bullying2 stuffs and killing2 scene..i was like.."shit..wrong movie i guess"...nevermind, keep watching..keep watching..then one by one secrets revealed..it was kinda interesting..their cute relationship...and so on...it was a simple story actually although it was kind of confusing at first but then it became understandably and we can expect how it will end up..for the first timer, i think "okaylah~nicee.."..i watched the movie till the last maybe because of the cute and mysterious vampire girl..i wish i can be like her but without me addicted to sucking blood and stuff.haha" -FhanaAfuad.

she's the vampire.:)

not bad.:)

2011-05-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

i was kinda bored last night and i've got nothing to do other than starring at facebook for hourssss.(such a lameoser!)
so i've decided to do something that will benefit me as i'll be going for practical another 5 days.=.="

so wallaaaa~ some cut and paste using adobe photoshop.not bad for the first try isn't it?
this is my unfinished model for my design final project in semester 6.

i don't mind part2

2011-03-19T06:12:00.001-07:00

things arent going well these days. she had lost her focus and he is having a hectic time. She is staring at the window, thinking of how pretty love was at first, how perfect he was back then, the one who always be there for her for almost 24/7 and pampered her all the time, nodding to all the words that she voiced out, although she knew that he disagree. He's just being gentle and don't know how to react because his love for her was so strong that he could not get angry and shout at her, worrying the words he might say will make her mad. He lowered down his voice and spoke to her softly but she was still yelling at him and stick to her thoughts. She knew he wanted to fight back but he didn't because he loves her. She knew it all along but what he didn't know that she's actually digesting all his opinion and keep them safely in her box of thought with a cute pink ribbon on it. It's just her silly little fragile ego heart that lie beneath her covering her soft, lovable side underground.

She love him more and more each day because of that. she bark loud but deep down she's tamed by his soft heart. Now, everything seems different, she bark and the echoes reaches her ears. Everyday was cold and contaminate by unstable emotion of both parties. Maybe his love for her is not as high as those days. he's not what she thought he was.less care and less patience.it's not about who he go out with or what he do with them.Mainly it's about the issue of time that they have to spend for each other.

A long distance relationship has never been harder than this. He's not the one who will beg her to stay anymore, he's not the one who will remain awake to show her that he care about their relationship and also not the one who will always be there when she needs him to be the strength that lights up her mood to do her school's works. Her hope will perfectly remain as a silly, childish wishes that will never come true. She misses the one who will touched her with love to tame, not pushing her harshly to make her obedient. Boys will always be boys. yet, it's hard for her to understand it and she decided to go.

cool kan?

2011-02-22T09:59:00.001-08:00

credit to Asaad si gajah.(:

this picture was taken when we visited Radix factory in Arau, Perlis, last Monday on 21/2/2010.

muke chuak muhamad ariff.(:

2011-02-19T00:18:00.000-08:00

haha.
comel en?
padan muke.gelakkan sy lg~
ilysdm syg.<3

kisah perut dan futsal. (:

2011-02-18T22:03:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the first evening of Archisport for this semester.

usually xde game on 1st day ni.
so, i walked with confidence wearing my favourite floppies.
then...

tup tap tup tap,
"permainan futsal wanita antara part 6 dan part 3 akan blansung sbentar lagi..sila bersedia"

i was like "whaatt???" Fatin and i x bawak kasut pon.
and at the same time i was experiencing some 'girl's stomachache' (if u know what i mean)
but i was eager to play because i hate looking at those opponents's faces.mcm nak tumbuk je.haha
(kidding okay adik- adik)
it's because i want to play for my batch.
and i love to play this once-a-semester futsal btw.
so Beah's gave me her shoes.

so this is how we play~

warming up session
or WARNING UP session for the juniors.hehe

getting ready and as u can see me wearing red shawl was covering my stomach but
still acting cool sbb nak main jugak.

part 6 in stunning red jersey Vs. part 3 (the organiser)
i'm still covering my stomach.

dan......sesi kejar mengejar bermula.

mari mengejar secara segerombolan.
KORANG NI RETI MAIN KE X????
hehe.ayat bajet terer.

sekali lagi dikejar beramai- ramai oleh pasukan part 3.
mcm shaolin soccer plak main hentam ramai2.
me and Aie sedang dikawal rapi oleh the whole team of part 3.
naseb baik goal keeper diorang x join kawal skali.=.="

the other part 6 team members di posisi masing2
melihat gelagat pemain part 3 memenatkan diri diorang beramai- ramai.

ini supporters kami.(:

a minute break before 2nd half starts.
i'm still acting cool sedangkan perut dah rasa sgt TBB!

still pretending.

this is Nik kecik, our little goally and
Aie with her tiring face sbb penat kene kejar beramai- ramai.
"we're going to 2nd-Half bebeh!"

2nd- Half dah nampak elok sikit.
all of them dah scattered and take their own position dah.

and finally i can't stand this F****n' pain dah
enough already.
"ref, kejap..tukar orang!"

and that's the end of my game.
it was the first time i'm experiencing those extreme pain extremely hard.
it's hard for me to stand up.
those pain are killing me.
oh wat the hell.

so my housemate brought me home.
thanks Aie, Qusha & Beah for your care.
you guys are sooo niceeee sometimes.thanks.(:

and i have to skip the Archisport.
and missed 2 games.
i'm so dissapointed because i really- really want to play!
plus, this is our senior yearrrr.dah xde senior lain dah.

bile lagi??
but fortunately, we'll be the highest senior for 3 semesters in a row since
we'll no longer be in Shah Alam in smester 7 and 8.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA evil laugh.;)

thatsalllfolk.

webbie020111

2011-01-02T07:23:00.000-08:00

just got back from "jiwa kampung".
a week without online'ing. so it's finally over and i can
webbie with my superman.(=

he is my
Muhamad Ariff.

kawaiiiiii~ ;)

two decade living on earth.

2010-12-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

i'm officially 20!

credits to sifar faris for this awesome edited picture of mine as a wish card for my birthday.;)

'Pulau Jerejak Youth Terminal'

2010-12-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

Final Project 05

'youth terminal'

concept: re- activate

To serve as a medium for the youth to restore and rejuvenate their performances in daily life by intertwining them with natural environment, which can improve the physical and cognitive capability of individual and at the same time improving their self- esteem through expressive behavior and social interaction among the youth to produce a high- quality and dynamic new born leader suits with the aim of our National Youth Development Policy that recognized the youth as a resource with tremendous potential to contribute to the overall development of the country.

proposed site: Pulau Jerejak, Penang.

the site plan.

the ground floor plan and the 1st floor plan.

the interior scene from the fish spa that assemble the 'Kelong'

which are also being integrated into the building's layout.

these aren't traced from sketchup.TQ

honestly, i didn't drafted the elevations, i sketched it free- hand and I traced it. Nak cepat punya pasal.But I promise i'll draft it nicely on next semester.(:

END OF SEMESTER 05

congratz dear.(:

2010-12-02T06:43:00.001-08:00

30th November 2010

congratulation to my dearest,

Muhamad Ariff Zanudin

for your excellent achievement

through out 4 years in Bsc.Architecture

and

for being rewarded 'Anugerah Naib Canselor'

on your graduation day.(:

ily.ngee!

i don't mind

2010-11-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

Question by question lingers inside her head. She's trying not to be worried but she failed. She stares at the window to enjoy the view but the view inside her head is much distracting. "what did i do wrong? he act differently. did he enjoy his convocation celebration and totally forgot about me?" but she try to remain calm. it's his moment of a lifetime, the first convocation and moreover it has been a while since they have finished their studies and did not see each other because some of them are busy working. She close her eyes, trying to get some sleep and forget about everything.

when she woke up, she's already home. She immediately grab her handphone but it makes her heart pumping hard. "no sms received. it's already been 4 hours" she said to herself. The radio was playing 'I love the way you lie', by Rihanna and Eminem. She sing along silently. She reaches her bag and stuffs and get out of the car. she rushed to the door to get inside the house before her eyes will burst with tears infront of her mom and dad but there's no one home to open the door. she bumped herself on the garden chair. she viewed all their pictures in her camera. "i miss him," her heart mumbled but her head says "don't, it may gives you more pain." She hide her face and tears start to fall drop by drop. "where is he?" "i've already sent him an sms, no reply?" "what is taking them so long?" she asked herself. "i guess he must be very happy to see his beautiful ex- girlfriend. He must have changed his mind. Is he'll be going back to her? hm.but i've already said I don't mind because she came first."
She hate to admit that she's actually cares.

"why did i pretend to be cool when i'm not? I love him but I just don't want to hurt myself again by learning to accept possibilities. I'm ready to let him go although i know i'll be crying the whole day or maybe a year if it ever happen but i guess it's already happen, right now!" her minds keeps talking. She can't stop reflecting herself, comparing herself with him."he's a boy who good in almost everything while i'm just a kid who did'nt know how to do anything by myself." She was afraid to raise her head up, afraid that her parents might see those tears. She pretend to yawn and shred her tears quickly. She remain calm but the tears continue flowing. she quickly swept her tears before they started to run through her cheek. She keep saying that this is the end. She tries to convince herself that she can start a new life like she have done in past. She starts to think about last night. "maybe he came to see me last night and just now was his plan before he'll be leaving.just like what i did to him a few months ago." she makes another conclusion. It's an unconditional revenge!- her heart cries hard in pain.

Her love for him is getting stronger day- by- day and now she started to feel like she's the one who is over reacting. Nowadays, her fragile heart has became a bit more fragile than before. She was craving for his attention in every count of her heartbeat but she keeps her swolen heart to herself. She cries and started to recall all their memories one- by- one.

She likes to talk to him. He makes her feel comfortable to talk about anything. Sometimes she's highly sensitive. Sometimes she become emotionally hurt when she thinks that he did'nt pay attention to what she's trying to tell. She thought that she should just shut her mouth up. She started to recall his ex- girlfriend and past crush. Both of them are sweet, soft and timid. "maybe he actually like girls who did'nt talk much and in that case, i'm totally out of the list." she mumbled while staring at the night sky, trying to please her gloomy heart. "maybe he's annoyed. Nevermind, I understand.I should go." she turn to look at his face. He was driving but he noticed it and asked "why?". She pretends to smile and answers, "nothing." She hide her face again, continue staring at the window. There's a half-moon outside on the sky. The sky was sure cloudy just like her mind. "hey moon, pls tell him that i love him and i miss him if ever we've seperated.please, i beg you." She tries hard to keep it cool to avoid him from feeling bored and tense because of her childish behaviour.

An hour later, her brother came home and open the door. She ran into her room and slammed herself onto her comfy bed. She cries her heart out. sudenly her phone 'beep's. "I'm sorry dear, i've just on my phone." one sms received from him. She was bursting with tears and then the phone rings. She answered the call but she can't speak because she's afraid that he knows she was crying. "are you okay?" he asked. "hm."- she answered as the answer to 'yes, i'm okay'. Then he asked, "are you sure?" and the question makes her barely breathing. she tried to cover her sobbing- she hung- up the phone.

sketch 3.

2010-11-26T20:02:00.000-08:00

sketch 3 yg patut dipublish harini x dpt dibuat sbb some case.
so i've decided utk letak drawing2 mase semester 2 (design drawing weekly assignment).

yeah.buruk lah kan?
tp for me at that time, it's kinda pretty.
sebab?
sebab this is the first time i did the drawings full-hearted.
(:

sy okay je.

2010-11-26T12:08:00.000-08:00

taken from siti Noorain's tmblr.

this is totally not a lie.(:

sketch 2.

2010-11-26T05:30:00.001-08:00

25.11.2010

my final project for 04.

nampak x kemas.huhu ;(

sketch 1.

2010-11-24T16:52:00.001-08:00

24.11.2010

"one sketch per day"-muhamad ariff.
this is actually my urban infill project for 05.
"youth station"

ilysdm.=)

2010-11-17T12:08:00.000-08:00

thanks for coming, love.

13.11.2010

don't blame me for trying to..

2010-11-06T06:42:00.000-07:00

"The pointless conversation, I’m running out of patience" -reach

"i always wanted to be like them. From the beginning of my involvement. but it's hard when everybody else and sometimes me myself have other priority to focus on. i wish i can start again and moving strong until i've reached my satisfaction. I need them who really cares and not doing this half-way like they always do. This is my dream." -FhanaAfuad

My ears are ringing of this
I can't stop thinking of it:

PARAMORE

LILLIX

EYES SET TO KILL

HEY MONDAY

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for
It hurts to reach you when I’m (down)
Don’t speak again; I’m still waiting for my turn
It hurts to reach you when I’m (down)

-EYES SET TO KILL

love love love.

2010-10-31T07:26:00.000-07:00

my saurus yg sepet dan manje.=)

Muhamad Ariff Zanudin.

officially: 24102010After every pain and laughter,every feelings were shown and denied,`every fights and re-unite, every past and pre-current, every steps back and forward, every lovers and haters, every obstacle and smoothen, every pushing and pulling,every smile and smirk, every songs we've heard , after all that we've been through, there's so much to tell.

thankyou, ily syg.=)

sometimes.

2010-09-27T12:09:00.000-07:00

"sometimes the word makes my heart cry in pain without he notices it."

unconditional sketches.

2010-08-31T01:01:00.000-07:00

For the past weeks before the submission,
i can't focus in my class. my hand are itching to sketch.
because of the pressure i guess.....

"every time i grab some paper sheets to write notes
of what my lecturers are teaching on the front of the class,
it ended up as sketches sheets. "
-FhanaAfuad

i did notice some improvement of my sketches.
but still, they are unpredictable depending on my mood.

and i have to work harder!

my sketches of human figure, still looks stupid. (=.=")

Urban Infill- Youth Station semester 05.

2010-08-30T11:48:00.001-07:00

URBAN INFILL- YOUTH STATION

Finally after 5 weeks, this project has come to an end. Alhamdulillah for the result. Although after a few days after the final submission, when i look back at my work, i'm not satisfied at all. but, the grade has been given, the lecturers have spoken and i'm glad.

i'll try to make it looks better before the review.=)

submission requirement given on the brief sheet.

the proposed site, Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

some early conceptual idea

lecturer's critique

Concept and idea board, ready for the crit session

Issues and solutions

first facade impession

working model in the making

condition of the room along the project.

unfinished presentation board for pre- submission
(before going for history class ctrip, KL)

Below are my presentation board on final submission:

a gift given by Ar.Azman after the submission result.
thankyou to all the lecturers.=)

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The End.=)

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2010-08-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

"Bila nanti kau mengerti
kumohon terangi aku..."
-KERTAS, penantian.

A letter from Anakin to obiwan. ;'(

2010-08-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

Never Knew I Needed.

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing.

for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again.

my accidental happily ever after
the way you smile and how you comfort me with your laughter
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now you've open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

who knew that I could be here so unexpectedly
undeniablely happier
with you right here, right here next to me

you're the best thing i never knew i needed so when you were here? i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed so now it's so clear i need you here always

Dear you,
so i guess i should end this up.
thankyou for your kindness, obiwan.
i need you so much and keep on needing you that i can't barely do anything without a part of you.
so now i have to stay away and keep some distance.
"my hope is so high and your help might kill me"
because i don't want to jump and fall and broke my self again like my last time.
i came to see you last night to make my decision.
so this is goodbye.
until i get rid of this stupid feeling, we'll meet again.
you helped me so much! i know you'll be fine. sorry.
i hope you'll read this soon, i don't want you to wait for me to reply your text.
i want to, but i should not.

;')

AKi47 unite!

2010-08-05T22:22:00.000-07:00

Part five dynamite, Don't play with dynamite! BOOM! BOOM!
this picture was taken on Archysport july- dec 2010
looking awsome with our new batch's jersey, AKi47, unite!

"although one- by- one of our crew had leave us,
they meet new friends at new place,
but we maintain to grow stronger...
with the joining of matrix's and poly's members,
and although one-by- one of us has given up their fight,
we will still be unite as before, be strong as before,
be cooler than before, be 'us' ," - AKi47.

WE'LL FIGHT!
maybe we have lost the game, but
we've got the bond!
and nothing else is matter. =)

studio 01: 47
studio 02: 47 - 1 = 46
studio 03: 46 - 1 + 2 = 47
studio 04: 47 + 6 = 53
studio 05: 53- (1 + 1 + 1) = 50
studio 06: .....................................

please stay.

Twilight- Eclipse.

2010-07-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

Finally i've watched Twilight's Eclipse!

24th July 2010
9.35 p.m.

basically the general interpretation of the story is about love triangle between Bella, Jacob and Edward Cullen. Nice one, Bella! you've got the best of both man. the vampires and the werewolves are highly full of styles! i loikkeeee okay~

critiques:

I don't really like eclipse because:

1) I've found out Edward Cullen is not that hot as before.
2) Bella is so unbelievable. who do you really want, Bella? choose one, and give the another one to me!
3) every 10 minutes, they kiss and making out..to make the movie go longer i guess.. =.="
4) we have to sit at the 3rd row from the front...neck and eye strain!
5) i didn't do my design concept preparation yet.

I like eclipse because:

1) the actions! the battle between the vampires!
2) the shots of the scene!
3) new faces, the new born vampires.
4) The Cullens are awesome and unite as before! you've got style lah!
5) Bella's styles and dressup.
6) cooperation of the cullens and the werewolves clan!
7) Alice is still cute!
8) plenty of jokes!
9) i've watch eclipse with ema and as, my college seniors. after we got back from Pangkor!
10)tomorrow is still holiday.

hmm... btw currently,
25th July is Acai's birthday.

Muhamad Ariff Zanudin
Happy 22nd birthday!
emokid, you're old okay! jgn perasan muda lg dah~ HAHA =)

vanilla twilight.

2010-07-13T11:26:00.000-07:00

drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
when I think of you,
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

owl city- vanilla twilight.

to 'them' who helped me along past semesters though it keeps changing unexpectedly, =.="

THANK YOU guardian angels

3, 2, 1 blastt offf~!!!

2010-07-12T09:40:00.000-07:00

semester 05, starts your engine~
hello studio 05! you look so fine with your new looks. i think i'm falling for you. aww

first day started with design class, new studio master, new tutors, new studio environment and the most important is, new resolution! haha, actually i've came up with the new resolution because of the new 'work station' that we've got in the studio.=D

"i hope i'll do my work in the studio this semester."

- FhanaAfuad

okay, the first week went smoothly. As usual, each class only did some introduction and brief about the topics for this semester except for design class which already assigned us to do a quick project called "esquisse" which require us to do some kind of poster to warm up our brain about our theme for this semester,

"youth".

i don't know whether it went well for me or not. I was the first girl to present my work because Encik Man called me up. i didn't get any individual feedback. is it okay or it's not okay? they didn't say a word. then, i sit down on my place watching others. Each of them get their comments whether their work or presentation skill went well or not and i'm still wondering,

"where's mine?"

these are my poster with two design. I did it on both side, back and front.
**this is not the final product because i didn't finished coloring them yet.

and by the way, i did warming up my hand to do some simple sketch:

yeah, i said "simple" which means it's NOT GOOD ENOUGH. i'm learning duh!

so, that's what the first week is all about~
STUDIO & DESIGN CLASS.

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okay, this is the updated product of my poster:

friendster horoscop.

2010-07-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

sesaje g melawat friendster yang berkurun x bukak.

kalau bukak pon untuk layan horoskop je..HAHA

Kaprikorn (22 Dec - 19 Jan)

The Bottom Line

Today your creative writing will alert others to one of your many hidden talents.

Secara Terperinci

After days of mulling something over deeply, you're finally ready to tell the world about it -- and your timing is perfect. The universe is on your side, ready to assist in any way it can. That means you should definitely start dialing, texting, IMing, and so on -- and start letting your people in on the secret. It's only fair! After all, you'd expect nothing less from them.

"haha, i don't think so. This is not the right time."

-FhanaAfuad

counting down to the end..

2010-07-01T12:24:00.000-07:00

On 1- 4 July 2010 there will be

an annual architectural event ARCHIDEX 2010

will be held at KLCC from 11a.m. to 7p.m.

this is the reason why i've planned to follow

my mom to Shah Alam at the first place but my mom have to go

with UiTM's car so we've got to go back to Perak on 30th of June

which was a day earlier.

i didn't have the chance to visit Archidex.

but,

On second thought,

i was planing to accompany my mom along her stay at Shah Alam

and just enjoy it like a vacation as the semester break will end soon

in a few short days. So,

that's what i'm doing for 3 days and 2 night at ShahAlam,

be there when she needs me.

HAHAHA.

actually she said i'm only gonna use her money and makes the spending go over budget.

but it's okay, i know you love me, mom.=)

so this is what i'm doing along my days in "vacations".

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28 June 2010

depart from UiTM Sri Iskandar at 3.15 p.m and arrived at

Concorde Hotel, Shah Alam at 7 p.m.

Along the journey, i was sleeping and i can't believe

my mom and her friend were gossiping with the driver

for hours about issues in UiTM. Such an energetic people i guess.

sigh* =.="

at night, my mom's friend went out with her old friends

leaving my mom and me in the room. So, we went to Shah Alam Plaza

which is located next to the hotel to find dinner.

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29 June 2010

8 a.m. until 5 p.m,

my mom and her friend are in UiTM Shah Alam campus for the meeting.

I woke up early in the morning and

waited for Ema to pick me up at 10a.m.

we picked Qie Qie up at KL central and

went to "a place" to settle Ema's ptptn matters.

Then we have lunch at IKEA which is my first time. okay LAME. =P

then we met Hakym and his gf, Tesy, at OU and catch a movie at GSC.

Toy Story 3, AGAIN!

Qie Qie had to go back to office because her boss called

while we are watching the movie.pity her.huhu

At 5 p.m, Ema drove me around a few areas

which i didn't exactly remember what are their names.

I'm not good in GEOGRAPHY.huhu

went back to the hotel at 7.30 p.m and

out again to the Plaza to join my mom for dinner.

She wanted to eat Laksa at Laksa Shack and..............

"i've told you, mom. The food isn't that good."

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30 June 2010

my mom have to check-out early because she have to go to the meeting at 9 a.m.

so, i have to wake up early and followed her to the campus.

I've waited for Acai to pick me up at the campus whenever he wakes up that morning.

At 10 a.m, he arrived with his sleepy eyes.ngok nyer acai.hahaha

we went to McDonald to have breakfast.

After eating his breakfast,

he gave me a free lesson on how to sketch interior

and exterior perspective

and we chit chat about things. Past stories and etc..

we're there until 2p.m.

then we went for a movie at JJ. we watched Knight and Day.

TOM CRUISE IS SO HOT okay!

awww.

The movie ends almost at 5p.m. i love Tom Cruise

and i love the actions along the story.

Although Cameron Diaz looks kinda old,

she was awesome la jugak.huhu

then, we went to the I-city.

It's only 5p.m so the lights were not switched on yet

but nevermind, i'll come back soon with my mom because

she was eager to go there.

My mom called, ihave to be in the campus before 5.30p.m.

so Acai sent me back to the campus safely.

Such a nice babysitter. =P

books that Acai gave me. terima kaseh sifu~

Then, me and my mom blast-off to Perak and arrived home at 9.30p.m if i'm not mistaken.

such a great "vacation" with a great friends to hangout with.

THANK YOU EVERYBODY!

hope to see you guys again later.=)

and mom, i love you.

3 Days to go

We The King.

2010-06-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

Just sit back and tell me

I'm a liar for this

Don't roll your eyes rewind

This happens way too many times

So sit back and tell me

that your tired of this

I know I'll grow up someday

But it's 2am

And I'm too high and dry

And I won't come down to

So when I come back

I won't say a word

I know I've said this before

Don't speak, liar!

No we won't talk

We won't say a word

I know you've heard this before

Don't speak, liar!

Sit back and tell me why

I'm so prone to this

Do you think I'm fond of

Getting you and letting you down

And I'll get mine soon

And if the story ends here

I can't be surprised to find

Your eyes are open wide

And that I have inspired you

And when you come back

Don't say a word

I know you've said this before

Don't speak, liar!

No we won't talk

We won't say a word

I know we've heard this before

Don't speak, liar

Whoa-oh

"Don't speak, liar"

note:currently in Shah Alam shaking cold in this dark room, awake alone, thinking deep, leaving my eyes and my mind wide open, listening to my mp3 and screening the list of the songs one by one and this song struck my heart..i don't know why.

Toy Story 3 in 3D. =))

2010-06-27T10:37:00.000-07:00

Toy Story 3 was really good!!!

i don't really know how to describe my feelings

watching this amazing animations.

I'm satisfied and the movie was amazing!

it makes me laugh, it makes me cry

and it makes me want to re- watch it! haha

i'm enjoying every second of it, really.;)

Smile people, because the toys are back in actions!!!!

Andy has grown up becoming a teenager. He is so cute.

love love love.;DDD

Bye Andy, and study well in college! we will miss you~

Andy in his room with his mom. i love this cool animation.

i love his room. ;)

these guys are brilliant! they never failed in making any

extreme mission's plan that makes me go "WOW!" and wanna join them.

27th June 2010, Sunday

10p.m.

"we've planned to watch Toy Story 3 while enjoying some popcorns,

ended up buying Toy Story 3 in 3-Dimension and went over budget on the tickets..but fortunately, it was worth it.." -FhanaAfuad

i wish i can watch it again! huhu.

8 days to go

....

2010-06-26T14:21:00.000-07:00

"Thought you saw me wink, no, I've been on the brink"

secrets by one republic

pedih, pedih, pedih.

huh.

i'm about to regret.

2010-06-25T12:56:00.000-07:00

UGLY SKETCHES

Now, i can't stop feeling so tense about myself.

i think i can't really sketch properly

or make people go 'WOW' on my sketches.

it's been a while since i last holding the Artline's.

i didn't sketch much because i know it'll not be like what i wanted it to look like.

i'll sketch if i'm desperately have to do it.

but it had never been satisfying for me.

honestly, i didn't even remember

when was the last time i saw my sketches being perfect.

they'd never be pretty i guess.

it sounded kind of pathetic for an architecture student like me.

yeah, you can laugh out loud competitors~

that's why you will never see my presentationboard having sketches of my idea.

i only use text to describe it..

have you noticed it?

but i'm glad the lecturers have accepted it until now.

but i guess it wouldn't be long before they slowly deducted my marks. *sigh

so this is my sad story of being an awful sketcher.

clap* clap* clap* haters.

these are the sketches that i've tried to do just now

to warm up my pair of cold hand

after a month of wasted holidays.

**********

*************

Yes, they Sucxxsss!

and how do i feel right now?

i don't even feel like i'm going back to the campus as an architecture student anymore.

my head feels like it'll blow up in a minute because i'm so frustrated and tense.

i don't want anyone to expect much from me.

you're totally going to think that i'm useless by the end of the day.

i'm better off that way, my way on a highway~HAHA

i might have to stop depending on somebody now.

they probably will run someday because i'm a looser.

"I have to struggle hard by myself! say it out loud! louder! louder! hard! hard!"

sorry, i'm such a weirdo when i'm tense.BYE

9 Days to go

the reason for my mood swing.

2010-06-24T10:42:00.000-07:00

cheer up, emokid.

Run, Don't Walk by Hey Monday.

I am restless, and I keep trembling

Everyone watch me as I descend

Into a feeling that's overwhelming me!

i finally stop, stop making sense.

I can't stop talking to myself
I'm a desperate cry for help.

Run, don't walk
The sky is falling through
Don't talk tonight
I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
I don't care where we are
Or where we're headed to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
With you.

Your mouth keeps moving
But I've lost focus now
Clock keeps ticking, time's running out
Where we're headed, there's no heading back
Tripping ugly, I'm losing ground

I can't stop talking to myself
I'm a desperate cry for help.

For the record,
When I'm with you
Things are looking better, for once
Everything is brighter, than the darkness
Before you.

Run, don't walk
The sky is falling through
Don't talk tonight
I'm so confused

I'm lost, I'm lost with you.

"I don't care where we are

Or where we're headed to"

But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you.

Dear diary,

maybe it's time to be real.

just deal with this confusions alone and start as usual

he just wanted to help.

and you desperately has to use him.

and you are so confused.

p/s: some people will think that i'm talking about them. but honestly it's not. I treat ppl good when ppl are treating me well. I'll flirt if ppl flirt, i'll laugh if ppl laugh. "you never been so used as i'm using you, abusing you, my little decoy!"- PARAMORE.

i can be mean sometimes when i'm hungry.

our pet society.

2010-06-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

History

The story began when we miss to have a pet like we used to have a few years back. after moving to a new neighborhood, we gave our cats to my father's friend because it's hard for us to take care of them when we travel far from home because we didn't have good neighbors like we used to have in our former neighborhood to feed the cats while we are not around and so on. sigh, standard la kan, zaman modern, semua sebok bekerja & buat hal masing- masing. A few years later, when i've finished my SPM, we moved to Ipoh and my parents decide to settle down there. Actually Ipoh is not new to us, i was born in Ipoh because my parent stayed in Ipoh back then before we move to Perlis and Kedah.

Introduction

So nahh, Ipoh it is! Ipoh also left me with an unforgettable memory when my dearest hamster, Abit, was missing at Jusco Ipoh.sigh (=.=").........Living in Ipoh was Okaaayyy. since me and brother is studying in UiTM Sri Iskandar, we can go back home everyday because my mother is also a lecturer there.HAHAHAHAHAHA. jelousy is all around me. but hey people, if you need help to fetch you or send you who do you call? so pls don't be so cruel. It's just my luck.You guys are wayyy better than me seriously. back to the story, yeah living in Ipoh was quite a loner that's why i need a pet! because in Kedah, we have lots of friend to hangout but in Ipoh, there's not-so-many for my brother and almost NON for me since i don't have time to meet random people like i used to have in my oldies high-school life but now i don't want it either because i love what i already have now. i don't need some new strangers for now. I love my architecture friends! my past besties LILACIANS and friends! and i've realized that i've become super duper closed to my family. Back then i love to hangout with my friends, wasting our time at the mall, Now, i love following my parents around. I promise i'll be there whenever they need me. "i'd come for you, no one but you"- Nickleback. AND NOT FORGETTING MY PETS!!! I rather call them my babies.;))

Current

Maybe it's because my father is bored and he wanted to have something to take care and play with, he started to go to the Pet shop with my mother..nak adopt baby mcm lagi susah, kami ni pon diorang dah pening kepala nak jaga..baek pergi adopt haiwan yg cute cute je.HAHAHA.

so he bought my youngest brother a pair of tortoise. A week later, he bought a pair of rabbit. On weekend, he put his best skills to built a new 'home' for the rabbits. I've never seen my father is so excited having pets. lawak pon ada.haha. unfortunately, one of the rabbits went missing when my family went back to my grandmother's house in Tapah and i was left alone at home because i've to finish my design works for the final submission the next day. Maybe i'm so focused and i didn't take care of the rabbit well.sigh. it's my fault! so sad but true. now, only one rabbit that we have left. His name is Cocoa or Coklat. He grows so fast. dah gemuk!

A week later, we bought two some-more baby rabbits. plus coklat, we have three of them! unfortunately, the next day, they died sadly together. I was crying when i know about it and everyone was sad i guess. My dad especially although he didn't show it. he was the one who ran as fast as he could to look for the rabbit when they 'scream' and suffering. They died because they have mistakenly eat some of our plants in the garden which are poisonous to them. sedeyh kan? my dad buried them in our backyard by himself. he seems sad. we don't have any rabbit for 2 weeks to forget the sadness.

Then, my parents brought me to the pet shop to search for new rabbits.;) but unfortunately xde yg baby. The next day, they bought two black baby rabbits. Thinking about it, it's funny how we have 6 rabbits in a month. HAHAHA. a week later, he bought a beautiful white baby rabbit. now, the count has become 7 rabbit in a month and a week.

lawak betul.

Ending

Spotlight please! we have adopted a new kitten! we took her at a restaurant in Ipoh on our way back from kenduri dekat Kedah. We thought she was a boy but yesterday 'bibik' cakap she is a girl.haha but we have named 'him' Han Solo when we took 'him' and who cares if she is a girl, she will still be our HAN SOLO~

Solo is a very very active girl maybe because she was left alone in this world without buddies to play with, she likes to play 'catch and roll' with all things. ALL THINGS! the fake duck, cockroaches, lidi sate, plastic bags, pillows, handphones, guitar, laptop, pass-by-cats, poo poo, dolls, ppl's leg, ppl's hair, ppl's face, ceiling fan, tortoise and our baby rabbit. Sadly, the white baby rabbit dies unexpectedly. I think it is because of heart-attack. Solo did it. haish..solo oh solo.behave yourself please!

Conclusion

2 tortoises + 2 rabbits + 2 rabbits + 2 rabbits + 1 rabbit + 1 kitten - (1 rabbit+ 3 rabbits + 1 rabbit) = 2 tortoises, 2 Rabbits, 1 Kitten in one month and a half.

It's a world record! haha

ARCHUSTIC- architectural workshop 2010

2010-06-18T12:29:00.000-07:00

hello bloggers! it's been a while since i didn't update my blog. for the past 5 days i was in UKM, Bangi, dealing with the annual architectural workshop which assemble almost all the architecture schools across Malaysia! the event was well organized by UKM, Taylor's College and Twintech from 12- 16 June 2010 and UKM is the 'tuan rumah' for this year with the theme ARCHUSTIC yaww!

"yaww..let me show you something..ha..ha.. you ready??"

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First Day 12 June 2010 (Saturday)

the first event starts at 9 pm which was ice breaking where all the schools have to perform their cheers on stage as an introduction of their school to another schools.

this is UiTM Sri Iskandar team.

UiTM Sri Iskandar BISIK performing their energetic cheers! haha and not forgetting team ANAK METAL from UiTM S.alam, they are so happening yaww!!!

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2nd day 13 June 2010 (Sunday)

Fashion + Performance Night (1st Night) was held at DECTAR. Honestly i'm impressed with the setting of the stage and the event was truly awesome!

UiTM SI will perform in fashion show for this 1st night and UiTM SA will take place in performance show.

this is Aina, the girl model for UiTM SI wearing designed costume by Wan Shamilah Wan Shebri, my studio mate which is the lead designer for BISIK fashion crew. They have to design costumes for boys and girls using re-used materials. Big applause to all the schools which superbly creative!

these are the shots from UiTM SA (ANAK METAL) performance which was truly METALLL~

haha.nice one guys! they've won 1st runner up in performance.

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3rd Day 13 June 2010 (Monday)

i wake up 'early' than usual because one of my friends is starving to death. So, after buying some lunch, we walk around the DECTAR and visited each of the school's exhibition to fill our time while waiting for the clock to struck 4.30 pm because we've got full performance rehearsal at the evening for preparation of the fashion+performance Night (2nd Night) which UiTM SA will perform their fashion entries and we, UiTM SI will perform our performance.

on top is UiTM SI exhibition. That black presentation board are mine by the way! haha. I'm quite happy because they display my work on the exhibition.

the second picture is UiTM SA exhibition. Yeah! it was good isnt it? they've won the best exhibition as expected.

Haha, this is our performance last practice and full rehearsal before tonight, where we have to give all out!

below are our pictures while we perform on the fashion + performance Night (2nd Night).

We, UiTM SI, is the last school to perform.

okay, below is me taking picture with my 'kakak' and 'abang' seniors which are very supportive although they have became UiTM SA student now oh and congratulation to them because they will officially graduated on their graduation day this coming semester after 4 years of struggling hard to finish the course.

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4th day 15 June 2010 (Tuesday)

taking pictures with my former seniors in UiTM SI which has now became UiTM SA students.

UiTM SI + UiTM SA

BBQ night (Award Night)

UiTM SI with UIA. Uiya! uiya! uiya!

below are some of the shots of UiTM SA unexpected "HANCURKAN SUMER!" busking event to end up the award night with unforgetable memory. ANAK METAL, you guys rocks!

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5th day 16 June 2010 (Wednesday) -Last Day

we went to Taylor's University College, Lake Side campus, to take part in the last event which is Architectural Symposium, TECTONICS.

when i first arrived at the college, i was amazed. the college looks like an exclusive shopping mall yaww! DASYAT DASYAT DASYAT~

and unexpectedly, i've met my old buddies in Sultanah Asma School, Ms Zahirah.

and she sells doughnuts for charity and i unwillingly buy the doughnut because she is my old school friend.HAHA but it's okay, "it's for charity", she said.

we walk around Taylor's and visit their architecture studio.

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the event ended at 5.30pm and we blast off back to our UiTM campus at 6pm. I'm feeling kinda sad because it's about to end but i had a really great great great time along the way in ARCHUSTIC 2010.

Thanks everybody! seniors, juniors, friends from other schools especially UiTM SA, ARCHUSTIC organizers, lecturers and all my old and new friends, thank you for making my day along these 5 happening days! well, being an archi students are awesomely cool you know! come and join us if you dare! we may not have a fabulous life like you, but we design our own architecture life with our own community.=D

a friend of mine.;(

2010-06-07T22:28:00.000-07:00

Muhaimin@John

(19 Sept. 1990- 22 Mei 2010)

Al- Fatihah

rindu mata coklat.;(

mean, aku baru dapat tau hang dah tadak.

abang aku bgtau semalam.

hang accident.hmm

dia kata hang bawak kereta ntahpapa.

lama x lepak dgn hang.

lama x sembang ngan hang.

haritu hang chat kat fb cakap aku sombong.

aku kata hang la sombong.huhu

hang keluar dari uitm x bgtau pon.

hang pulak cakap aku x tau hal member2.

hmm..dulu selalu lepak dlm uitm sama2 kan?

selalu dating pegi pasar malam uitm sama- sama.

masa tu kita part 2 kan?

masa part 3 aku pindah luar, aku dah x jumpa hang dah.

x lepak2 ngan shami, ngan chaen.huu..

x sangka hang dah x dak.

rindu pulak kat hang.=(

oh oh oh~

2010-05-28T10:30:00.001-07:00

Crush crush crush!

i'm not a big fan of korean movies, TV shows, band or singers

but honestly some of them are cute.

terjatuh cinta sebentar.;)

lihatlah mereka.haha.

Gong Yoo

macam budak- budak nakal

senyuman sinis yang comel.;D

melting point: 4/5

Lee Sun Gyun

penyayang

x comel tapi hensem

sangat macho.;)

melting point: 4.5/5

comel comel comel oh comel.

adoiyai.

jatuh cinta lagi. <3

HAHAHA

p/s:

lagi 10 minit sy akan lupa nama mereka ni.haha

Nice one!

2010-05-26T15:02:00.000-07:00

“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”

_architect Chuck Palahniuk

Paramore vs. me

2010-05-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

Please be jealous.=D

Paramore- All We Know Is Falling

(Debut album released in July,2005)

The red couch on the album's cover

The red couch at my uncle's place in Kota Damansara

this is Hayley Williams

this is me in 2009

this is me in 2009

this is me in 2010

1st picture: Hayley Williams

2nd picture: me (2009)

3rd: picture: me (yesterday)

p/s: about the shirt, i didn't know Hayley's got one too

and the skinny she wore with the shirt is also the same as mine (see the picture on the couch.;DD)

i guess we have the same sense of style.LOL

okay, okay don't get annoyed! =)

HAHAHAHA

Shrek 'Forever After'- The Final Chapter.

2010-05-21T12:32:00.001-07:00

I've Just Got back from watching

'Shrek Forever After'

21st May 2010 0950p.m.

I can't believe i've got to watch a movie on the first day it was played.

well, don't get jealous! Just go and watch it yourself!

my comments:

1) started at 0950p.m and ended at 1115p.m

it's too short.unlike this!

because,

I thought the story has got 1 hour left as the clock shows 11 o'clock and i went to the toilet.As i sit and about to continue watching, they have already won the battle and Fiona is about to kiss Shrek which is 'the aim' of the whole story...wtf%$%%$#%...so thats means i've missed the climax of the story where there's a battle going on??? baru 5 minit je kot g toilet!! arghhhh!! and 10 minutes after that, the story ends.(-.-")*sigh

if that so..

2010-05-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

Well, friends usually "cakap belakang", huh?

so that gives you problems?

I think the problem is YOU, yourself.

AND what makes you ever think people are actually talking behind your back?

if you are confident that you've done nothing wrong, so why care?

unless YOU, yourself, know what you've done wrong

and you're hoping nobody notices it.

WELL, if that so.. you must be joking..people is watching YOU.

and for god sake, they are your friends and you'll be around them almost 24/7.

How the hell they wont notice?

and YOU, yourself, might affect them in some sort of ways with what you've done!

maybe it might offends them or maybe you've hurt them.

IT's ALL YOUR OWN FAULT, WHY BLAME IT ON THE WORLD?

if you're not doing something wrong, don't bother!

deep down of their heart, they are probably jealous.

if you're doing something wrong and was hoping to keep it yourself,

if that so.. you are the one who keeps them talking. You're BUSTED!

and do you know why friends talk behind your back?

it's not because they don't want to hurt you, it's bullshit! Because knowing ppl talking at your back is already the pain you'll get and they 100% knew it'll hurt you.

The truth is,

it's about your own attitude. If somebody tells you the truth, how would you react?

you'll probably insult them back with:

"alaa, macamla hangpa tu baik sangat?"

"ikot suka hati aku la, x kacau hidop hangpa pon!"

"hangpa ni mulot tadak insurance!"

or maybe you'll be sulking for 7 days and 7 nights

and probably would not talk to your friends again.

well people, yes..we are rebellious! so, that's why you'll get

people's talking behind your back. thankyou.

I'm not a girl, not yet a women.but i'll soon be one.;))

2010-05-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

Today is the 7th day of my holiday since we have to start holiday late because of the reviews.

on the past 6 days i felt like i've grown up a bit. Our maid is on her holiday, back to indon to take care of her sick mother.i hope she's okay.since 'bibik' was not around, and my mother is working and my dad is in penang,i've turn into wondergirl! doing all the works at home and taking care of my little brother which is not-so-lil' and my big brother.yeah!

i've learnt to deal with responsibility and loveee.;)) For majority i think what i'm doin' right now is normal and they might say "hey stupid! don't need to brag on!" but i'm sorry people,

for me this is extra extra extra.;D

EVERYDAY~I'm doing the cooking (simple cooking, but it was cooking juga kan?), finding and wash the 'mug,bowl,fork,spoon,plates' that they left all around the house, i have to take care of the pets (mr. & mrs. tortoise, the rabbits, and mr. fish), replace the water in their tank, feeding them with lotsa' lotsa' food, wash the rabbit's cage, i'll have to make sure the fans and lights are switched off if nobody is using it, switch off the tv, 'lipat kain', welcoming 'aiman' home from school, ask him 'nak makan x?' 'nak tambah lg ke?' 'ade keje skolah ape?' 'dh smayang blom?' 'pergi mandi!' 'buat homework dulu baru boeh main game!' and so on since he's the youngest and have been spoiled a bit. as he grows up, 'bibik' was there to pleased him. he's like the prince of the house! but as he's turning older, mom and dad are not pampering him anymore but still, it's diff from what my eldest brother and i gets when we are younger but we're glad! we are not spoiled brats when we live our life today and mom notices the different outcomes between us and our younger brother.

Okay, back to the main story.haha. i've gain more maturity, i've learnt new things, i'm happy to pleased my family, especially my mom (although she likes to complaints and give criticize about things especially my cooking!), but i know she's glad to have me as her only daughter.hehe. i also has enjoyed my time more knowing my younger brother and we can talk to each other about things especially the funny one although sometimes i'm just pretending to listen what he's talking about because i just don't understand!

he's kinda weird.he sang stupid cartoon songs on youtube and sometimes annoyed me so i gave him my earphone so i'll be in peace but yet his voice mimicking the cartoon's voices are more annoying than the sound of the video itself.*sigh.(-._-")

okay enough enough. eh, why did i wrote about my younger brother too much?haha

the main point is, i'm very proud of myself. i've never imagine that i can be this happy and excited to do all these works because in the past, i've always think housework was a 'pain in the ass'. i'll be turning 20 at the end of this year so woohoo! i'm a pre-women now! maybe i can ask my mother to find me a man.haha.kidding!

ENJOY YOR HOLIDAY =))

this heart it beats, beats for only you.

2010-05-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

ilysdm;)

Lesson for the season.

2010-05-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

why do you need people's attention?

only just to make somebody to say:

"oh, you're so cool, man!"

"dude, you're awesome!"

"man,you're a trend setter!!"

"you're the man!"

"that's humongous! i've never met someone like you before!"

OH PLEASE! stop bullshitting around (-.-")

are you that lonely to commit such crime? WHAT? a crime???? yeah.

1. screening all your friend's friend list and......"okay, this girl/boy looks hot! and she/he's cool! i should add her/him up immediately! my friend will be totally surprise when she/he see i'm a friend to this dude also."

2. starts a conversation: "hey dude, what's up! i'm _______..nice to meet you! so you're in the band?? nice!!! i'm a _______ fan! they're totally awesome!"

3. in a conversation: "hey, i listen to this band.Have you heard them before?" then YOU will google the band as fast as lightning and replies "yeah, their song are perfect!"

4. End of conversation: "hey, you're kinda cool. maybe we can hangout sometimes. Do you go to gigs?" and again YOU will check all the flyers at people's page on myspace and replies: "oh man, the gigs was totally insane this month but all the coming gigs are pretty far from my place. Maybe we can go to the event and hangout together someday soon. "

5. After the conversation: mumble to yourself- "i should listen to all the songs so that we can talk about it later. oh no, i should finish my work a.s.a.p! wait, who cares."

6. Meet up: "yo, where did you get that? i'm dying to buy them!" and YOU just smile and your head linger "this i got from my brother, that i borrow from my friend, this i borrow from my sister and non of them is originally mine."

7. Conversation: "hey, that song tittled __________ as amazing! i'm loving it seriously" "yo, that wasnt my top fav actually. i love ___________ more and ___________ better."

"oh you must be joking! i love them too okay! we are in common!" "really? dude, i kinda like you!"

8. at home: screening the girl/boy wall on facebook- "wtf, who is this girl/boy posting this crap on her/him wall? i should stalk this dude! No way, she/he talks like she/he knows everything about the world. what a pathetic girl/boy, just want to show off. I know better you'll see!"

9. Free time: stalking all the coolest girl/guy page on facebook- "whoa, what's this? this vid she/he posted looks kinda smokin'! maybe i should watch and maybe i can show it to _______ so that she/he will think i'm cool!"

10. Talking with people: "yeah, i know that...i know this...i know that also..yeah, that's right..bla bla bla" "wow, you seems to know everything!!" YOU just smile and deep in your heart is saying "A friend to my friend's bestfriend's friend told my friend's friend about that. so i just pretending to know it myself. I don't even see or taste that before.what is that actually?"

Seems very familiar? is that YOU is you?

now i will list down what is the crime YOU are doing. (the numbers connect)

1.STEALING to make others say you are cool to be friend with this 'cool girl/guy' and PRETEND that you know her/him from the time dinosaurs lived on earth.

2.BRAG- waiting for the cool girl/guy to accept your request and you'll send a post to show others that you knew this cool human being and brag to your friend "well, i know her/him. she/he's my friend.. we've talk before."

3. LYING that you know things but the truth is, you just googled it a few second after the question was asked and again PRETEND that you are in the trend bebeh!

4. MANIPULATE the truth. you answer it like you have been to that kind of event before but actually you have not been to any of it. FALSE EXCUSES- you said that you can't go because of this and that reason but actually you CANNOT go because you are prohibited from going there by your parents. you can't give that reason because you will automatically being mark as L.A.M.E!

5. WASTING TIME- you rather think about the benefit of getting cooler than think of your future. what an immature.

6. FAKE- you are a pretender and you're a fake! STEAL- you gets all the credits you don't deserve.

7. LYING AGAIN AND AGAIN- you pretend to have good sense of trend but actually you just follow cool people's thought.

8. TALKING SHITS ABOUT OTHERS while you are doing the same thing. you are equally the same as the man you've hate. talk like you've known everything. Actually my dear, you are afraid of loosing to the game "who wants to be an encyclopedia!".

9. STEALING.

10. ALL OF THE ABOVE. do us a favor, can you please staple your mouth with that application form so that we can send you to space and dont worry, you've been accepted before you tried to apply.You have successfully achieve all the qualification because you are a genius! you know better than Einstein and you're cooler than everybody in the earth.CONGRATULATION.;)

p/s: This is just a lesson for the season. no hard feelings. i'm not saying this to anybody. I've done some of this before.

but

DO YOU THINK IT'S YOU?